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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

results coming in three more days le
getting more & more worried
haiz...
nth can be done anyway
just gonna pray for the best bei

clt course is also coming in 3 weeks time
got my mutual topics le
they are :
marksmanship fundamentals & target indictation
have never taught both topics before
gonna look through my notes to revise
i'm not really worried abt my contents of teaching
what i'm worried abt is my confidence
my confidence is really kind of low right now
not really that confident nowadays
especially teaching in front a grp pf strangers
thats so different from last time
haiz...dont know what to do
hope can join fuhua's ncc trainings till the course starts
let me get used to ncc trainings again
helps to build up on my confidence also
baibai mr chia will give us his consent

looking forward to the course
cause we are gonna learn a lot of things
going to learn first aids...rope adventures instuctor & etc
hope the course will really go smoothly
baibai that i will pass out successfully
just get my rank & pass out without any cock ups
all gods bless me bei...lol
baibai~~

~love & peace~

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